Feeling abandoned

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… this is very confusing. …I have been asking for further contact with these beings for healing and the healing I require is explanations and I feel like I am being abandoned ………

That is why I am so desperate to have a conversation that I can remember. ……

Mostly everyone that I thought were my friends think I am insane when I talk about this. …..

I apologize for not posting this publicly but it is confusing and I do not like people feeling sorry for me or me thinking that they do. ….

Thank you for all your help I really do appreciate it, it is rare to find people in this world who give without expecting anything in return…..

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Thank you for writing! I feel similarly to what you feel. On one hand it is all very real on the other hand, there is a lot of discrepancies like the ones you described. I am angry at our higher friends, feel abandoned, feel angry that I have no money, that they are messing up the answers and don’t care.
On the other hand, it looks like it is not the nature of reality, it is how things are when we move to 4th dimension. It is a complex dream which is malleable – liquid, it becomes more fixed when other people become involved. When you and I are talking to them by ourselves the higher beings change their story line easily.
I am slowly getting used to that. It is not that they are not real, but it is that the history is reinvented. It is all dream. I am also finding difficult to find people who can relate to these matters. This is why I created this site and why I cherish the group of lightworkers who can think and talk about these issues seriously.

Yesterday I went to a very enlightened place where people were singing beautiful Hindu chants – and I mentioned extraterrestrials to several of them and found that they are all blocked on the topic – they became speechless and my normal question was met with weird silence every time I asked it.

So welcome to the Earth. Personally, I do believe that you are a typical abductee and that Lakesh was mistaken first time around because they blocked the info from him.

Also understand that Yahyel made a huge progress: initially they were treating us as experimental animals – kindly but without understanding us, then they learned to understand us and now they closed their program. I am inviting them to reopen it with volunteers. You have a choice with which of the aliens you like to ally. It is your choice which is respected.

This is my take on the reality which is our collective dream.

My recommendation is to take it easy, move to the mainstream life, meet people, have physical experiences, and do the research in an easy way – watch and read what is pleasant and not to focus on negative sides. Dancing, singing and playing will give you healing. Be with children, pets and people you like and who like you. Don’t worry about saving the world at the moment. We have a bit of time.

Cheers,
Max

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  1. It’s hard to live in two worlds, I know something about that. It was easier for when I was a kid for some reasons, when I started to realize that it’s not “normal” I was feeling more and more sad. When I had five I had my first episode of depression,because nobody knows answers for my questions abour universe and I stopped to see people thoughts, I lost my telepathy completely. Maybe you would not believe me, but I have memories from the time when I was a little baby and I clearly remember that I had words in my head but I couldn’t say anything, all I could do was crying, but I wanted to tell someone about all that I was seeing around, it was kinda scary for me. I learned that I can’t speak about my experiences, I must keep it only for me. Of course my parents and sibilings know that I am different, because they saw strange events, but they forbid me using all abilities and begin a normal life. I did that and I know they only wanted to protect me. It was not my time yet.

    All previous contact with aliens taught me many things and I am a lot wiser than before. I know my goal now is to help people in all ways that my human nature can. It’s not necessary to talk about our extraterrestrial friends, we must enjoy our lifes here and be an example of kind human heart. So I work with all my heart, because I love people, I don’t need superpowers to hug them (;

    All beings in the universe are equal. Some are more advanced, some are less – but we are children of the same universe. Max, I understand your anger, but they didn’t abandon you. They think. They probably talking with representives of other ways of thinking. At first I had impression they don’t treat humans seriously. That they are taking away their right to be independent. Fortunately they understood that their actions were not informed enough. I am happy that they made this step. Now it’s time for some reunion, I hope they will wait till summer, I want to show them something. Don’t worry, my Friends, we are connected! (:

    We must share our love with others, so go to the people and show your love with all your talents! We are here for a reason. I was born with a purpose, we ALL have some job to do. Nobody is worse. We are saving the world every day, making our small universes better places for people around us. Challenges of every-day reality make us more powerful, so take actions!

    Be strong, I love you!

  2. NN wrote: Thank you I will try to move back into mainstream life. I never liked mainstream life I always thought there was so much more out there. And now that I know for sure that there is so much more, it makes it that much more difficult to want to go back and identify with the world.

    Max answered:
    Take it easy. It is a process of going back and forth. You are now an emissary between the two worlds. We all oscillate now back and forth – we are spies or emissaries or hybrids – that is what we do we connect the two worlds together – helping our higher friends to understand our lower friends and vise versa.
    And your inner growth is one of the highest priorities. For health and balance it is necessary to stay grounded – go hug living things – humans, kids, trees, rocks and ground yourself in helping them.

  3. if we come from our heart they will believe

    it’s part of the game also
    so to speak

    if not, then it’s time to leave
    we must grow vibration

    we must be example

    let’s be honest with yourself

    Who will rise if we do not

    thats why ET give us the opportunity to take steps themselves
    because they respect our choice and love us

    • thank you, nice reflections.
      Much appreciation.

  4. Yes , one hand side the whole is a very exciting thing . The fact that we communicate whit them is a big stuff. But the whole event is just like in our Documentary films about the animal world . We investigate , we try to understand the behavior of the animals and i suppose our alien friends just do the same … The animals cant expect a lot of support from us if they are in trouble and we simply note the events between the animals without any action ( because we are curious what will happening ) For our alien friends is this just an observation about a natural event what they should not change.Maybe sometimes we expect from them too much. Bashar said once that one reason why they don’t want to take a stronger action is because than they will shift into a parallel reality where they did this action. Indeed they want to observe how we do the changes alone. I think this is one reason why they really really carefully whit the information and actions what they made. Maybe there is threshold what they should keep otherwise they shift into a parallel version of this event. This can be an explanation why they do things on this manner.

  5. Also feel this you are talking about. My only likeminded friends are on the net on this site and som ither starseed sites. If i would talk about this in my work they would absoloutly think that i am crazy or with my partner. I have tried talking just litle about it with some but there is no good way of explaining it. Thats why i have chozen not to talk about it with them if they would ask i would gladly answer them but its not up to me to choose what they belive in. I know for a fact that this is real there is no qeustion in my mind its all connected spirutal ets Everything. but also understand those who not belive and i HOPE we all Wake up soon 🙂

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