Dear Max

Dear Max,

I am posting this in announcements as well as the general area, while your letter in regards to your blocking me from future webinars you are hosting, is affecting many others here as well:

In response, I would like to say that I am able to love and respect you while also disagreeing with you on some “how to” concepts. I agree overall with the purpose and future role of Human colony in contact and social construction of ET and human interactions and co-existence.

I am outspoken, but again, this has nothing to do with love or respect. It seems to me that you are combining disagreeing on a few points, with me being like an enemy to you and your cause, and taking it much more personally than I meant any of my comments or opinions to be.

Towards the end of the webinar yesterday, you said,” Let’s have a short organizational meeting since many of you are here.” This is where I thought I could express my thoughts on the need to meet more regularly as a committee and why. I am sorry if you felt attacked or that I wasn’t listening to your reasons. I do have a hard time taking no for an answer at times and will come back with another attempt at my brand of reason :).

I see no point in going through all the trouble of creating an umbrella committee who is to represent earth to our ET friends, if it’s “your way or the highway,” in its most literal sense. Is this what we want to represent?

I do not feel out of harmony with you or HC at all, even when I may see things a bit differently. I am sorry that I create a feeling of disharmony for you in any way. I am normally a very warm, self-depreciating, kind, humorous and loving soul.

Even when my initial reaction was one of hurt, I have come to see that I might be the emotional focal point for a lot of other challenges going on in your life right now and with other people on the site as well.

This is a great chance for both of us to do some shadow work and see what good can come out of it for all concerned.

Love and Light,

Sephira